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“Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there’ and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.” Matthew 17:20 Faith Failure:
Have you ever had a faith failure? About a year ago I found out that Marathon Oil was going to put in a pipeline across our land and I became so upset, it made me sick. A week later I came down with a terrible case of shingles that lasted for weeks. I called it the worry disease because every time I would start to worry, it became worse and hurt more.
We were informed that we had no choice but to sign the papers agreeing for them to take a 100 foot right away because if we didn’t sign them, the land would be seized anyway. They said they were willing to pay us for the value of the land. But how could they know what the value of the land was worth to me? To them it was farm land and not worth very much. But what is the value of a tree that is more than 5 feet in diameter and probably more than 100 years old?
And how do you count the cost of wildflowers and daffodils that bloom in the woods every spring?
They were planning to go straight across our woods and creek and their bulldozers would plow down all the beautiful shade trees as they went.
This was the place where our children had loved playing each summer. They had floated in boats and inner-tubes, played imagination games on the rocks at pirate’s cove, made trails through the woods and swung on vines hanging from the trees. Under the big tree we had held Sunday School cookouts by the creek and in the meadow we played games and kickball with the children.
In the field the kids were also treated to hayrides. After we finished eating as the sun was setting, we made a big camp fire and roasted marshmallows making s’mores for dessert.
Then someone played the guitar and we sat around the fire singing songs until after dark. We always ended with a prayer followed by singing one of my favorite songs, “Cum Ba Ya, My Lord,” and I know He was there because I could feel His Very Presence.
But even though we were informed we had no choice about allowing them to cross our land, what they didn’t figure on was the power of prayer! When my mind finally quieted and I stopped asking “why Lord,” I began to pray. I asked God to not let them cut down our trees and cross our land at our favorite spot for picnics and fun. And each time I prayed I could almost audibly here my Lord say, “Just trust me, just trust me.” “But the eyes of the LORD are on those who fear him, on those whose hope is in his unfailing love.” Psalm 33:18
to be continued…….
Wow… isn’t it wonderful the intimacy with God and faith that comes through prayer… Looking forward to hearing the rest of your story 🙂
God is so good and how beautiful it is to be able to come to Him in prayer. Thanks and have a beautiful week.
Joy
I’m almost as angry as you are about the strong arm tactics of the oil company–seizing YOUR land…. but you are soon going to reveal how God is bigger than Big Oil… I can tell, this is going to be GOOD! (We just had a similar issue in NE Nebraska with the Trans-Canada pipeline being run across the Ogallala Aquifer… they are now re-routing the pipeline.)
You are so right that God is bigger than Big Oil and never ceases to amaze me with His goodness! Thank you and have a blessed day.
Joy
Oh we can be kindred shingle sisters. That is exactly what would happen to me. and does when I don’t listen to that still small voice saying “just trust me”
looking forward to part II — because like you, I trust Him. ; )
Sometimes I feel almost like crying “I believe” and moments later I’m requesting “help me in my unbelief.” But what a wonderful understanding and faithful God He is and we can always trust him to do what is best for us.
Joy
Hi Joy,
Thank you so much for praying for me today, and I’m glad we’ve met via Nikki…look forward to reading how God worked as you prayed 🙂 Blessings 🙂
I feel blessed to have met you and to have the opportunity to pray for you and your ministry. Blessings to you my sister in Christ.
Joy
I dislike oil companies to the point where I hope to make a Chevy Volt my next car purchase! Looking forward to hearing the rest of the story…
To be completely honest, I was pleasantly surprised once I quit thinking of them as Big Oil and had the opportunity to sit down and quietly talk with them around my kitchen table. I look forward to telling you about it.
Joy
God is awsome like that. I’ve found these words that you heard “Just trust me, just trust me.” to be words most used by God to me in my life. God is surely faithful. Thank you for sharing your life testimony and I appreciate you stopping by My Journal of Praise and liking posts. God Bless you in all that you do.
Yes you are so right. Our God is awesome! Thank you for your comment and I am so happy to have found you my sweet Christian friend. I look forward to reading more of your journal. Thank you for the blessing and may you be blessed by His presence in your life and your work.
Joy